Still working hard

Just as I mentioned 5 months ago,
I never really able to follow everything according to plan,
and yet I proofed it,
cause I don’t even keep up my plan to blog.

since 5 months ago,
my exercise plan been started.
It goes quite well until,
I lost my job (change of ownership),
in which I put all time into the gym.

However, it failed once again cause I get 3 jobs at the same time.
I started to work really hard and my new term started as well.
I didn’t even have any time to have rest,
so don’t even mention about go to gym.

Time flies,
and now it’s the end of the semester.
Now I have only two part time jobs left,
but already filled up my timetable pretty much.

My exam is coming in less than 2 weeks.
My previous test and assignment been doing good,
with all full mark in Thermodynamic,
70+ in Materials and Manufacturing,
and 80+ in Electrical Engineering 1B.

I didn’t go to the gym anymore now due to the tight schedule,
hence I bought myself some equipment,
included two adjustable dumbells,
a barbell, a power-cord tower,
and a total of 40kg weight.
Now I’m training according to the MMA schedule.
With all the hardwork I’ve done in past 5 months,
now I’m within the standard weight (in BMI),
my belly already getting flat,
and my muscle start to built up.

So just keep up the good work and hopefully can keep up the plan!

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Same Vision, Same Mission, New Direction!

I have to admit that I’m really not a good person to follow everything according to schedule.
It seem that I failed my previous plan to change myself,
due to several reason.
My body once again like a blew up balloon,
once again getting fat…

once again, with the same vision and mission,
I will start again, all over again.
Since I already registered as a member of a fitness class before,
it seem that it’s the good time to start.
Tomorrow after work,
probably (if end early) will go to the gym,
or at latest, Thursday.
I have to have a better and healthier life,
as my sister started to point out that my body have some strangeness.
If I don’t start to control my diet and exercise regularly,
I do think that I might have health problem soon 😦

Yup, once again, tomorrow will be yet another new beginning!

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Yup, finally, it was here, my 21st Birthday!
Although my mood was pretty bad few hours ago,
but now everything kinda good (finally!).

This few days will be kinda busy,
so already did the celebration few days ago (30th of April).
Although thing weren’t so smooth on its way,
but everything was fine in the party.
Thanks everyone for attending and special thanks to those who help me to organise it!

21 years of living,
my life been stuffed with unexpectedness, happiness and of course, sadness.
However, nothing stop me from walking forward,
from primary school to university,
from Penang to Perth, from Malaysia to Australia.
I walk every single pathway step by step,
and finally, I’m here.

I planned to write this articles since last week,
but haven’t really got time to.
Until today, however, I’m still pretty busy.
I guess I have to stop here to continue on my assignment,
an assignment that due on my birthday T.T

Anyways, Happy birthday to myself XD

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When the Old One Said She Do

What is the feeling of,
when someone you like for a long time,
but didn’t manage to get together,
in one day,
tell you that,
she actually like you?

What if,
right now,
there is no possibility that you two could be together?

The first contact was 7 years ago.
I’m a prefect assigned to supervise their class at the time,
(though I’m actually only one year older than them)
she’s sort of the ‘head of rebel’ at the time,
which had some quarrel with me at the time.

It was 5 years ago since we actually start to know each other.
We’re in the same team for a training camp involving certain challenge and risk.
When I first know I’m teaming with her,
my feeling is like:
“What? Why do I need to team with HER?!”

when the training camp start,
thing goes real good fast beyond imaginary.
Since the training involving helping each other,
it made us become good friend within very short time.
Soon I found that she rely on me a lot in the camp,
asking me for much help during the session,
making me to grow a feel that I wanted to help and protect her.

The camp end sooner than expected,
but not our friendship.
We start to go out with each other,
which she’s actually the first friend I ever go out with.
The feeling toward her grow very fast and soon,
I start to really like her.

because we rarely even meet at school,
and yet we can’t really go out that often,
our relationship actually stop making progress until 4 years ago.

A lot happened within this year.
We hang out more often,
and because I became one of the school event organiser,
we meet more often.

I still remember there is an event that only need me to fit something,
which is done within hour and time for me to leave.
However, I stay with them (they need to overnight at school),
just because I want to spend more time with her.
I still remember the night,
I decide not to sleep with my best friend,
instead, let her sleep on my leg.
(Until recently I still doubt about my decision,
but just now I already sure that I made correct decision)
I touched her face,
wanted to tell her how I like her,
but at the end, I didn’t…

Time flashed until I’m about to come here (Australia).
We hang out for the last time (the farewell).
I was planned to tell her how I like her before I come here,
but at the end,
I only bought her a crystal ball,
and decided to let all moment stay in my heart.

2 years since I came here.
We both had partner and been hurt within this two years,
until now, we both single.
I triggered the topic using the oldest April Fools trick,
telling her I like her so much (if fail, just say April Fools).
I thought that I will need to say April Fools, but didn’t.

She accepted it,
and tell me that actually she’d like me.
She was actually been waiting for my word back in our hometown.
All the time we spent together,
was still in her heart.
Even thought we can’t really get together now,
(distance + our heart)
I’m glad that I told her how I feel,
and glad that,
actually someone really like me before.

I also think that,
maybe my decision was right,
to not tell her at the time,
so that we both won’t be that sad when I’m leaving.
And at the end of it,
we’re still friend,
with that little bit more extra sweetness than normal friend,
and that little bit less bitterness than couple.

“You’ll always be in my heart”

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Quick Test

Just had a test on Electrical Engineering 1A unit.
The test duration was suppose to be 40 minutes,
but I done it within 3 minutes. XD

The test was pretty easy,
which I was actually overstressed myself.
It turned out to be quite simple and straightforward.
Probably because of the nightmare caused by the test from Flight,
which I didn’t do that well.

test 2 of flight is coming next week,
which is harsh and hard.
Have to work harder for it…

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Fake Feeling

Twice in a month,
fake feeling appeared, faded…

The second time made me realise that,
I’m probably too lonely.
I fell too easy to single woman that befriend with me.
The bright side is,
I still able to control myself and suppressed all redundant feeling.

Why should I fall in love with someone who wouldn’t even like me?
Why should I start a relationship that no one that I know will agree?
Why should I bother asking even if I already know the answer?
Why should I even think about it?

Luckily after I asked myself all of the question,
finally I decided that more thing should be keep inside the locker.
It’s time to set better and clearer target and go for it!

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Transformation Follow Up

Follow the transformation that run roughly one week and 2 days,
so far most of the step have been properly and proved a success.

With the exercise and diet cut everyday,
I can start to feel the once unfit trouser start to fitting into my body.
The cloth that I’m wearing also changed by the plan.

So far 5 steps has been done/following,
was about to do the sixth step today,
but leg cramping in the midnight prevented me to.
Will do it when I have time.

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